Lorna?
Larger woman — both physically and “larger than life” personality.
Curly hair, blue dress, support hose, multiple bracelets on her wrist. Blue eyes.
Wedding ring, but I don’t think she was married when she passed.
Small dog with her. Maybe a Chihuahua.
Rocking chair outside or on porch or deck.
Grandkids. Maybe 2.
Something with one of her feet — I keep seeing special shoes.
Homemade remedies. Flower/herb/edible things garden.
Toward the end she couldn’t stand.
“I had a full life. I loved deeply and was loved deeply. My family was everything and I have zero regrets about giving things up for them. It was my joy — my family.”
The “agony… misery…” part of the princes’ song from Into The Woods just popped into my head. I don’t feel it in a way that indicates she was agony. Maybe there is a message in the song or she just liked musicals. I asked for an explanation and she is just dancing, with a big grin on her face.
Did someone not get to say goodbye or hug her one last time? There is this frantic feeling of someone missing that. She’s hugged you so many times from over there.
You think you feel her sometimes and you do. She’s giving you a big hug.
Symbol to look for: Globe
“I’m not saying it was an easy life, but it was mine. And I loved it all the same.”