Happy, smiling woman with big glasses and short curly hair. She’s very close to my face while she’s “talking” to me. She’s very animated and excited.
She’s doing a dance like she’s using castanets and shaking her hips.
Riding a bike — I also hear the Wicked Witch music from Wizard of Oz while she’s riding.
She has her hand on her chest near her heart.
There’s a blanket. I think she made a blanket for someone.
Deann or Deanna.
“virtuous” or “virtuoso”
Hammer and nails.
She had a deck or porch that she loved sitting on.
She was a hugger.
Fever
“I can’t escape what happened to me, but you can escape this life you are living. It can’t really even be called “living” — what you are doing. I don’t want that for you. I want you to experience, taste, travel, find joy, laugh, LIVE. Don’t worry. you will not be forgetting me. I’m always there. But I’ll be there enjoying life with you instead of watching you suffer. That’s what I want for you. Life. Please. Find joy, find your life again. It breaks my heart watching you go through this. I love you so much.”
Sign: cannellini beans